2020 was wild.
I spent last New Year’s Eve in the hospital unable to walk in excruciating pain.
I sat in my bed alone and cried at midnight when I heard all the nurses celebrating because I missed my family so much.
Little did I know that was only the beginning.
This year I’ve learned how to walk again but I’ve also done so much more.
I’ve learned to live with chronic pain.
I’ve slowly recovered from an abusive relationship that almost killed me.
I’ve come back to my roots and surround myself with family constantly now.
I started taking anti depressants again after convincing myself I didn’t need them for 7 years.
I’ve rediscovered myself and I’m learning to love every piece of the new person I’ve become.
I worked so hard this year, but I did it.
I came out on top.
I’m stronger than my past, I’m stronger than him, I’m stronger than I ever knew I could be.
And it’s all because of surrounding myself with people who love me and push me to be the best person I can be for my kids.
Even though I went through hell and back I’m glad. I’m glad everything that happened to me happened.
Because I could never be this strong, bold, courageous woman I’ve built myself into this year without it.
Bring it on 2021.
This year is finally my year.
A big thank you for coming on this journey with me and I'm excited for what this year has in store for my blog, my life, and my story.
I love you guys and all the continuous support I receive on Instagram its spilled over into a blog finally after dreaming about and talking about doing it for years.
This year is about change for me.
Change within myself and my life.
I'm leaping out of my comfort zone, breaking down every wall, and coming out of my cocoon to finally be a butterfly.
I wouldn't be here without any of you, I'm beyond thankful and so excited to start this new journey together.